WILL I ALWAYS HATE MY EX? 3.6.13
Made a phone call to my ex today, I am trying, trying so so hard to keep it civilized….for the kids…because this is what I talk about…because this is what is best…because this is what is going to be best in the long run. No matter what we need to discuss the logistics of the divorce. I needed to discuss something of our son. When you don’t have children or property or anything I guess you can just let go…not so in our case. Anyways I called and my stomach made a loop di loop.
Anger? Was that what I felt? What did I feel? I don’t know. Yeah I know I want to do him in still. I know I know I am trying to be the Mother Teresa of divorce and I slip and I say stuff that counters it but remember I am human. Just wanted to touch bases and relay my feeling of humanness (is that a word?)
I still want to do him in…there I said it!!! I still say, I HOPE HE BUMPS HIS BABY TOE ON THE CORNER OF THE WALL SO HARD THAT IT CRACKS AND LOOKS LIKE A CANOE!!! AND IT HURTS LIKE A MO FO!!!! YEAH!!!!