TALKING TO MY EX I heard your voice today How did I feel I think the anger is starting to subside I think the hate is not so hard You are starting to be a human to me Not so much a monster like before I heard your voice today I liked that you called … Continue reading TALKING TO MY EX….
TIME TO SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY What the hell have I been whining about. It has been like two or three weeks that I have been on my pity potty whining like a one year old who lost her pacifier. "I’m lonely!" "I’m afraid of the dark!" "It’s dark, somebody hold me!" Come on … Continue reading TIME TO SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY….
LONELINESS AND EMPTY NEST SYNDROME Today I wrote a poem I was so proud of I showed it to my daughter. I realize I am suffering from “Empty Nest Syndrome” put on top with my marriage collapsing, and abandonment issues…and oh yeah…I just started some weird azz medication for anxiety because I have been stuffing … Continue reading LONELINESS AND EMPTY NEST SYNDROME!!!
MY HAPPY PRINCESS I sit as I watch my daughter of 26 primp up and flash out the door And she leaves and she leaves and she leaves How I long for her to stay with me and watch movies How I long for her to want to stay home and just talk And do … Continue reading MY HAPPY PRINCESS
THE NIGHTS ARE GETTING BETTER On a scale from 1 to 10, 10 being the worst, I am rating tonight a good night for me being able to deal with being by myself. What has changed…Nothing…AT ALL! I figured I have been at home for two hours by myself with myself. In my own company. … Continue reading NIGHTS ARE GETTING BETTER!!!
COMBATTING LONELINESS DAY 1 Goal was to become visit people, meet people, go around people. In other words stop being a wah wah all by myself at home and be social. I could do that…me social butterfly…I can do that. I went to my mother and visited. I had a good time. So good I … Continue reading LONELY PEOPLE
No One There To Care I hug my blankie for comfort It helps me feel safe and secure As I lay in bed I see my silhouette The side of my head up against the wall It reminds me of a small child Early in the morning yet still dark in the night I feel … Continue reading No One There To Care….