THE NIGHTS ARE GETTING BETTER
On a scale from 1 to 10, 10 being the worst, I am rating tonight a good night for me being able to deal with being by myself. What has changed…Nothing…AT ALL!
I figured I have been at home for two hours by myself with myself. In my own company. I spoke with my daughter, received bad news about her dumb father, my ex, and how he is being so d-u-m-b about handling the divorce that could devastate my pension and wipe me out, and this should make my night horrible.
Hmmm So why am I taking my evening in stride tonight? I don’t know. Ladies of America..single ladies, divorced ladies, dumped ladies, hurting ladies that don’t want to be alone, guess what? There is light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe it will be for one night out of 10 and then it will go back to a bad night and then it will be two good nights and then it will be some bad but does this mean it is getting better. Damn I hope so! But I leave you. I think I did well. I stayed up 2 hours today by myself, with myself and was not depressed. So now I prep myself for sleep and hope I don’t have an Edgar Allan Poe night or a I’m a Lost Little Girl night and I will sleep good tonight. See ya’ll in the morning!!