My Family Portrait

My Family Portrait Without a Husband My most prized possession as a single person I keep this close to me here at my job It’s a small Christmas portrait of my children and I They had asked me what did I want this year I said if I can’t have this give me nothing atContinue reading “My Family Portrait”

Validation of a Broken Marriage…

Validation of a Broken Marriage The words hit me in the pit of my stomach… You never want to take responsibility for your part This is my husband speaking about the break-up of our marriage This rage engulfs me like fire in my soul My part? How short his memory is, I didn’t ask forContinue reading “Validation of a Broken Marriage…”

ANXIETY AND DIVORCE!!!

ANXIETY AND DIVORCE Lately I have been noticing my heart rate seeming a little harder. You know like when you are hiding under your bed with a bloody knife in your hand and Freddy Krueger is slowly walks in the room…you see his feet…you dare not even breathe cause he might hear you and youContinue reading “ANXIETY AND DIVORCE!!!”

I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP!!

I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP What did I do…I was at a party yesterday and I was reminded of the humiliating things I used to do to try to make my husband stay with me. I was humiliated because it was being told in front of many people including my son andContinue reading “I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP!!”

HOW DID I DESTROY MY MARRIAGE?

HOW DID I DESTROY MY MARRIAGE? I had an interesting post today, but I had been thinking about it also. What was my part in the deterioration of my marriage. You know what they say, it takes two to tango. Like I said previously, I cleanse myself of my sins because I said I wouldContinue reading “HOW DID I DESTROY MY MARRIAGE?”

IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY?

IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY? Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Wow, just think we made it to 28 years of wedded bliss….NOT!! 6 months ago my husband asked me for a divorce and since we were living under his mother’sContinue reading “IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY?”

MY EX GIVES ME NIGHTMARES!!!

MY EX GIVES ME NIGHTMARES!! Last night I had a nightmare. I was auditioning for a part in a movie and I had my daughter and my babysister with me, they were both toddlers. All of a sudden I lost them. I could not find them. I found myself in a very bad part ofContinue reading “MY EX GIVES ME NIGHTMARES!!!”

YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN –REVISION

YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN…REVISION Yesterday I posted a blog called “Yup He Has Another Woman”. Yup I found out yesterday cause one my friends told me that her ex-boyfriend (which is his friend) told her. Confusing I know. Well my good peeps…CHECK YOUR CALENDAR!!! YESTERDAY WAS APRIL FOOLS DAY!! Oye Vay!! She got me!Continue reading “YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN –REVISION”