HE KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD
Romantically drawn to him no more
He killed my heart towards him
Severed the true love a wife should have
I know I could never be true to him any more
The look of discust on his face
As I cried out in pain
Sent up a metal wall around my heart
That will never let him in at all
That memory burns me without end
He declared the end of us to me
Then demanded me not to shed a tear
Calling me discusting and childlike
I sucked back every emotion like a breath of air
As if I was taking my last breath before I die
And in a sense I did
Any chances was put to death
That that dismal early morn
Life goes on and I have moved on
Now I see why life gave me such pain
A new life was waiting for me
Yet I wouldn’t change the pages myself
A new chapter has started
And it doesn’t include you
God did for me what I could not do for myself….