THE HARDEST WORDS… The hardest words to hear Blinking through bruised eyes Still tasting the metallic taste of your blood “But what did you do to make him so mad?” If you or someone you know is being physically, emotionally or sexually hurt, please reach out. The following resources are available 24 hours.Continue reading “THE HARDEST WORDS TO HEAR…”
Monthly Archives: May 2013
KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD
HE KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD Romantically drawn to him no more He killed my heart towards him Severed the true love a wife should have I know I could never be true to him any more The look of discust on his face As I cried out in pain Sent up a metalContinue reading “KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD”
THE BUTTERFLY HAS AWAKEN….
THE BUTTERLY HAS AWAKEN… There was a time I could not see the beauty I possessed There was a time I could not see all I could be I gave you all the power to control how I felt about me I was your puppet and you held my strings But I gave you theseContinue reading “THE BUTTERFLY HAS AWAKEN….”
SO YOU WANT TO HEAL…
SO YOU WANT TO HEAL It is called trudging… Do things you don’t want to do You just keep doing it Continue to “act as if” Even when you don’t want to The pain will still be there The I don’t want to’s will continue to be there And it’s no matter what you doContinue reading “SO YOU WANT TO HEAL…”
GO FIGURE, MY EX CALLED ME FOR MOTHER’S DAY!
GO FIGURE, MY EX CALLED ME FOR MOTHER’S DAY! I received a phone all on Mother’s Day. I am not talking about from my children, those calls are expected. In fact for those I sit there staring at my phone and say, “4…3…2…ring!” I have angels for children, I am never forgotten, I am dotedContinue reading “GO FIGURE, MY EX CALLED ME FOR MOTHER’S DAY!”
DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!
DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!! Now I am realizing that my separation from my husband is my opportunity for a second life, a richer life, a happier life. I realize that I am awake now to life and all that it has available to me, things that I never took advantage of, thingsContinue reading “DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!”
WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM MY DAUGHTER…
WITH MY DAUGHTERS HELP As Mother’s Day approaches I would like to do a special shout out to a special little girl. I mentioned how friends helped me through my separation, but there is a little girl… Well not so little…in fact she is a big ol’ moose. Not so, she is my moose! MyContinue reading “WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM MY DAUGHTER…”
ENDLESS NIGHT….
ENDLESS NIGHTS… There was a time I sat at my window more times than I could count vigilantly watching for him to come home as nights turned into morn
HOW TO TREAT A MATE…
HOW TO TREAT YOUR MATE But I still wonder how does one learn how to be a good mate. I have good common sense. You show respect and treat them well. Be loving and attentive but allow them space. They need to be who they want to be. They need to be able to waterContinue reading “HOW TO TREAT A MATE…”
AS LONELINESS SUBSIDES…
AS LONELINESS SUBSIDES I can remember the days of sitting at home. My life went into a stand still. My friends went here and there and I stayed home waiting because what if just what if my husband would take time off his self-centered life that was all about drinking, surfing and his friends andContinue reading “AS LONELINESS SUBSIDES…”
Can I Be Amazing After 50? 