MY HEART ACHED FOR MY HUSBAND….

MY HEART ACHED FOR MY HUSBAND Today I had a heavy heart. It was for my husband. You see I have a gift that I like to call intuition, some people call me bruja, some people call me gifted, others see it as going against God because you shouldn’t see what the future brings. Hey … Continue reading MY HEART ACHED FOR MY HUSBAND….

THE ILLUSION OF LOVE

Visions of sugarplums dance in my head. They are dancing around and they seem so real, the sweet sugary taste tantalize my taste buds and I want to consume them up. The deep frosty purple glisten as they swirl round and round threatening to burst with the sweet nectar they are filled with. Are they … Continue reading THE ILLUSION OF LOVE

I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND!

I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND! As I look back at my blogs, they are kinda bashing on my ex aren’t they. But that is ok, because he really was not a nice person to me. Why is it that everyone that knows him thinks he is the nicest person in the world? Could … Continue reading I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND!

PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…

PRAY THE PAIN AWAY It’s ok for your heart to ache sometimes This is part of the grieving process Without pain how could we compare joy So I sit here with this pain and I let it settle And I don’t think of it as the end of the world Instead it is just a … Continue reading PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…

CLIMBING FOR LOVE…

  Oh the webs we weave, ok! My quest for love continues. It is a journey that I continue to climb the highest mountain in pursuit of. The mountain I left didn’t have it, my husband. I climbed it all the way to the top. Oh, what a jagged, rocky high mountain it was. Full … Continue reading CLIMBING FOR LOVE…

TEACH ME HOW TO BE SINGLE!

I was just told, in order to properly heal, I have to mourn the end of one relationship before starting a new one. One step further, for up to six months! The concept of being alone is this to “find myself”. What exactly am I finding? What does this mean? Am I on the back … Continue reading TEACH ME HOW TO BE SINGLE!

THIS LOVE OF MINE…

THIS LOVE OF MINE… The beauty of me is my loving heart There is nothing stronger about me My love is so powerful and so pure I care to the depths of my soul God gave me such an incredible gift Just approach me and you will be pulled in If asked, this is my … Continue reading THIS LOVE OF MINE…

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!!!

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!! Here I go again. What’s the matta with you! Like an Italian mama would scold! I have not even ended my marriage and here I am starting a new relationship and wondering why it isn’t going fast enough for me! Aye dios mio! Ok now we have a … Continue reading I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!!!

FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…

FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE… It was Father’s Day. I didn’t like it. I felt left out. I felt prepared and everything. I mean come on it isn’t like my ex is “my” father or anything. Not to mention I had the best Mother’s Day ever. I knew it was coming too because the … Continue reading FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…

CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…

CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD… The day turned black for the sun was gone The moon gleamed high in the sky It was an honest coincidence that I was by his home The eerie moon was a reminder Of my lonely place awaiting me Yet the comfort of our my old home Was only … Continue reading CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…