CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…
The day turned black for the sun was gone
The moon gleamed high in the sky
It was an honest coincidence that I was by his home
The eerie moon was a reminder
Of my lonely place awaiting me
Yet the comfort of our my old home
Was only a second from where I was
And he would be there
If I turned to the right I could reach him
And my loneliness could be gone
Now I know that I won this game
He would take me back for sure
If I turned left I would resume my independence
My pain, my healing, my grief, my growth
To the right I would be held, and comforted
I veered my car to the left and continued
I realized my comfort would be short lived if I turned to the right
And if I turned to the left, my growth would be forever
I must continue to trudge…
7 thoughts on “CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…”
You made the right choice! You grow stronger every day. I love what you write it helps me so much on my journey!
Thank you so much!!!! My mind was playing tricks on me last night!!!
That has a way of creeping up on us sometimes huh? It is really hard when they make it easy to say yes to the temporary relief. They say things that make us want to believe our lying hearts. I am so proud of you. I wrote a haiku for you tonight. 🙂
I guess that is why they call it trudging. It is like walking through heavy mud.
Thank you and you help me!
Aren’t those the games that held you in an unhealthy relationship to begin with? I know they were for me.
There is great pride in being able to say enough.
Stay Strong !
Yes they were, yo you back and forth…I must veer away from him forever.