I was just told, in order to properly heal, I have to mourn the end of one relationship before starting a new one. One step further, for up to six months!
The concept of being alone is this to “find myself”. What exactly am I finding? What does this mean? Am I on the back of a milk carton reported missing? Because last time I checked, I never left.
Could I bring my friend with me? I do not like being alone you see!
You cannot bring a friend with you! You have to equal one not two!
Sorry, I think Dr. Seus just channeled me. Let me return to my pondering self…
So if I have male attention I won’t be able to find this something that is lost about myself…am I on the right track? I am hoping someone who has all wisdom is out there reading this. Some guru of the Universe and knows of this special wisdom I will attain if I abstain from male companionship.
How long does it take for this special wisdom to hit me? Is it like a bolt of lightning? Or does it come slowly, and how will I know when I finally get this special wisdom? Is it that kind of thing where you say, “Oh don’t worry, you’ll know, believe me, you’ll know.” Because I am thinking this is something like those Buddhist Monks do in Tibbet where they abstain from all Earthly temptations to perfect their souls. So is this what I am doing? Will I have to wear some white kind of diaper, burn incense and sit in a yogi position?
I am just asking!