I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!! Here I go again. What’s the matta with you! Like an Italian mama would scold! I have not even ended my marriage and here I am starting a new relationship and wondering why it isn’t going fast enough for me! Aye dios mio! Ok now we have a … Continue reading I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!!!
Month: June 2013
FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…
FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE… It was Father’s Day. I didn’t like it. I felt left out. I felt prepared and everything. I mean come on it isn’t like my ex is “my” father or anything. Not to mention I had the best Mother’s Day ever. I knew it was coming too because the … Continue reading FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…
CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…
CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD… The day turned black for the sun was gone The moon gleamed high in the sky It was an honest coincidence that I was by his home The eerie moon was a reminder Of my lonely place awaiting me Yet the comfort of our my old home Was only … Continue reading CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…
WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE?
WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE???? Today I looked at something I wrote a bit ago and thought, hmmm, this is a nice quote, “You attract love if you love yourself, you attract respect if you respect yourself.” Back to that quote, it inspires me. There was a time that I had no … Continue reading WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE?
TRUST…
TRUST... Some areas I have not tapped into working on. Some areas are still scary and hurt. It is scarier and more painful than abuse to me. Trust. I don’t think about it. I don’t discuss it. I don’t even want to delve into it. I tell myself I trust all until you give me … Continue reading TRUST…
NO MORE BEING DEPRESSED IN BED!!!
I woke up and didn't have to force myself to be happy, I just felt good. With time I am realizing that the moments of sadness are getting fewer and fewer. When I was with my husband I could not get out of bed. My life was about sleeping my life away. Don’t feel. Don’t … Continue reading NO MORE BEING DEPRESSED IN BED!!!
I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE EVER LOVED ME!!!
I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE EVER LOVED ME… I am questioning myself, am I a good person, am I a selfish person, definitely I am a vindicated person, but is it selfish to feel this vindication. Flash back. Because all of you are sitting there thinking, what the heck is this crazy woman talking … Continue reading I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE EVER LOVED ME!!!