A Mother to My Soul Mates

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Have you ever thought, where is that Soul Mate everyone talks about? Or as my daughter said and my jaw dropped, “Kindred Spirit?” Oh yes, that is my enlightened girl!   It isn’t always someone who has to put his “you know what” in your “you know what”. It…

The Support You Need is Out There…

I packed my bags, and jus started driving to destination unknown. I got mad, I have been a caterpillar way too long. It’s time to break out of this cocoon that threatened to suffocate me. Time to do what feels uncomfortable, drive, venture out, and alone. Visions of me up in the mountains danced around…… Continue reading The Support You Need is Out There…

TRUST…

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TRUST… Some areas I have not tapped into working on. Some areas are still scary and hurt. It is scarier and more painful than abuse to me. Trust. I don’t think about it. I don’t discuss it. I don’t even want to delve into it. I tell myself I…

TEACH ME HOW TO BE SINGLE!

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I was just told, in order to properly heal, I have to mourn the end of one relationship before starting a new one. One step further, for up to six months! The concept of being alone is this to “find myself”. What exactly am I finding? What does this…

CLIMBING FOR LOVE…

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? Oh the webs we weave, ok! My quest for love continues. It is a journey that I continue to climb the highest mountain in pursuit of. The mountain I left didn’t have it, my husband. I climbed it all the way to the top. Oh, what a jagged,…

THE ILLUSION OF LOVE

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Visions of sugarplums dance in my head. They are dancing around and they seem so real, the sweet sugary taste tantalize my taste buds and I want to consume them up. The deep frosty purple glisten as they swirl round and round threatening to burst with the sweet nectar…