Letter to My Ex

You told me I was worthless, you are right, because I became to believe everything you said... Do you remember when we met, I was so shy and naïve that they had to literally drag me out the house to meet you. I kept my head down staring at my feet, no way could I … Continue reading Letter to My Ex

I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!

Staying In Abuse Has Destroyed Me I have been seeking treatment after treatment trying to kill this depression because it wants to kill me. Over two decades of psych wards, prescription after prescription and all the side effects and slowly loved ones pull away, why isn't she better. When I was 18 it started, the … Continue reading I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!! In my life I have learned that you cannot make someone feel what you want them to feel for you.  I have also learned that when you don’t seem to get the message they can get mean and inhumane about you pursuing them.  Move on girls.  … Continue reading COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!

WANTED…A PRINCE….FOR A PRINCESS!!! TRUE STORY!!!

"WANTED...A PRINCE, FOR A PRINCESS..." I watched this movie called Labor Day and it is about a wife who got left by her husband because she was in love with love, her heads were in the clouds about love.  She wanted to dance and be held and feel alive with a man but later on … Continue reading WANTED…A PRINCE….FOR A PRINCESS!!! TRUE STORY!!!

NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!!

NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!! I always waited for my husband to approve of me to make me feel beautiful, it never came. Therefore I was never beautiful. Instead he cheated on me, why would he cheat on me? If I were more beautiful he wouldn’t cheat on me, huh? If only I had a … Continue reading NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!!

THE HARDEST WORDS TO HEAR…

  THE HARDEST WORDS… The hardest words to hear Blinking through bruised eyes Still tasting the metallic taste of your blood “But what did you do to make him so mad?”   If you or someone you know is being physically, emotionally or sexually hurt, please reach out.  The following resources are  available 24 hours. … Continue reading THE HARDEST WORDS TO HEAR…

ENDLESS NIGHT….

ENDLESS NIGHTS… There was a time I sat at my window more times than I could count vigilantly watching for him to come home as nights turned into morn Time after time I jumped up to peer nope, that wasn't him either It didn't matter if a hundred cars passed A hundred times I jumped … Continue reading ENDLESS NIGHT….

THE EVIL INSIDE OF YOU….

THE EVIL INSIDE OF YOU I could see the face of evil I could see it when it came What brought it on I did not know one time I gave you the wrong change   In a flash like a dark bulb the light would change I wouldn’t know you anymore   Your black … Continue reading THE EVIL INSIDE OF YOU….

ABUSIVE HOMES AND AND CHILDREN…

ABUSIVE HOME AND CHILDREN It is always been said that a child needs both parents to raise them as a couple. You hear, "I stayed with him for the kids" "Oh I can’t leave him, what about the kids." It’s not 1950 and Leave it to Beaver isn’t on TV so we know this is … Continue reading ABUSIVE HOMES AND AND CHILDREN…