Letter to My Ex

Do you Remember the first day we met So shy I didn’t want to meet you They  took me kicking and screaming Forced me to sit right next to you I kept my head down eyes down Eye contact with a boy? No way But Your persistence fed my void Your popularity fed my linelinessContinue reading “Letter to My Ex”

I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!

Staying In Abuse Has Destroyed Me I have been seeking treatment after treatment trying to kill this depression because it wants to kill me. Over two decades of psych wards, prescription after prescription and all the side effects and slowly loved ones pull away, why isn’t she better. When I was 18 it started, theContinue reading “I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!”

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!! In my life I have learned that you cannot make someone feel what you want them to feel for you.  I have also learned that when you don’t seem to get the message they can get mean and inhumane about you pursuing them.  Move on girls. Continue reading “COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!”

WANTED…A PRINCE….FOR A PRINCESS!!! TRUE STORY!!!

“WANTED…A PRINCE, FOR A PRINCESS…” I watched this movie called Labor Day and it is about a wife who got left by her husband because she was in love with love, her heads were in the clouds about love.  She wanted to dance and be held and feel alive with a man but later onContinue reading “WANTED…A PRINCE….FOR A PRINCESS!!! TRUE STORY!!!”

NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!!

NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!! I always waited for my husband to approve of me to make me feel beautiful, it never came. Therefore I was never beautiful. Instead he cheated on me, why would he cheat on me? If I were more beautiful he wouldn’t cheat on me, huh? If only I had aContinue reading “NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!!”

THE HARDEST WORDS TO HEAR…

  THE HARDEST WORDS… The hardest words to hear Blinking through bruised eyes Still tasting the metallic taste of your blood “But what did you do to make him so mad?”   If you or someone you know is being physically, emotionally or sexually hurt, please reach out.  The following resources are  available 24 hours.Continue reading “THE HARDEST WORDS TO HEAR…”