ALL BY MYSELF… As I lay in my new room at my mother’s I can’t escape the heat My growing belly probably makes me a portable oven I peer over at my little one who is fast asleep
Category Archives: Codependency
Picking Up the Pieces…
It is now that I realize even though I am no longer with him my body and soul may be released but the damage has been done A major part of me remains to be healed A major part of me is broke My marriage may be over Let the healing begin
THE PAIN INSIDE
I had put a child to sleep a voiceless tortured child and very wounded too
WOMAN YOU THINK TOO MUCH!!
WOMAN…YOU THINK TOO MUCH!!! Something happened to me today and I didn’t know how to take it. I was very flattered when she asked if she could do a portal to lead her people to my article. The link was attached to her Facebook. HER PICTURE HAD MY PICTURE OF WHEN I WAS A LITTLEContinue reading “WOMAN YOU THINK TOO MUCH!!”
THAT WAS ME…THIS IS ME NOW!!!
THAT WAS ME…THIS IS ME NOW!!! I have discovered it doesn’t matter what you look like, a man will cheat on you or will leave you. I wanted to share my pictures of what I looked like in my marriage when I was depressed. This was what my life was destined to be like. LovingContinue reading “THAT WAS ME…THIS IS ME NOW!!!”
SPYING ON YOUR EX!!!
Imagine if you will, a woman wearing an all-black cat suit, hair pulled back tight in a long pony tail. She is prowling in the late night…the music to Mission Impossible is playing in the background. She jumps up and crawls out the window of a tall building then creeps up to higher windowContinue reading “SPYING ON YOUR EX!!!”
MY MAN MADE ME FEEL LIKE NOTHING!!!
It has taken me 30 years and I am sometimes it’s like a Spiritual-Gandi-like transformation. I am far from perfect but every now and then I see wisdom coming out of my brain. Then I turn to see a burning bush telling me, “Go now, teach your flock what you have learned.”
OBSESSING OVER HIM!!!
Are you obsessed? Yes, I am talking to you. Calling him a million and one times. Checking his Face book, “Who the hell is that friend?” “Let me look her up on FB.” “Damn, she is slutty, Imma call him right now!” “Why is it going straight to voice mail?” “Imma shoot him an IM,Continue reading “OBSESSING OVER HIM!!!”
MY ABUSE IS OVER!!!!
MY ABUSE IS OVER 3.1.13 I have to write this while the pain is still raw and fresh. I was awoken by a dream, a bad bad dream. Awoken by my own shuddering sobs.