FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…

FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE… It was Father’s Day. I didn’t like it. I felt left out. I felt prepared and everything. I mean come on it isn’t like my ex is “my” father or anything. Not to mention I had the best Mother’s Day ever. I knew it was coming too because the … Continue reading FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…

LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE….

LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE! I am realizing he will always have part of my heart and I have to realize that that is ok. I have to get to a point where that small part he has in my heart is like a small potted flower and it is ok to nourish … Continue reading LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE….

DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!

DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE…I DO! I feel this as sort as a testimony. I started this blog as sort as a place where I vented against my ugly monster husband. Yesterday when I saw him, I gave him a sincere hug. I am realizing something miraculous happening in my life people that I … Continue reading DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!

MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!

MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!! Alrighty people grab some popcorn time to trip out. One would think my dreams are flashbacks from Woodstock doing Acid with Janis Joplin but I was actually still just a teeny weeny widdle baby in the 60’s. I have a … Continue reading MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!

AM I GROWING UP OR IS IT ALL JUST TALK????

AM I GROWING OR IS IT ALL JUST TALK???? Holy Guacamole! Ok all those pretty motivational words that I have been preaching on the top of my mountain top, any mountain top, because “Ain’t No Mountain High Enough!”, because no man is going to take my serenity away from this Super Chick! Right! I don’t … Continue reading AM I GROWING UP OR IS IT ALL JUST TALK????

KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD

HE KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD Romantically drawn to him no more He killed my heart towards him Severed the true love a wife should have I know I could never be true to him any more The look of discust on his face As I cried out in pain Sent up a metal … Continue reading KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD

GO FIGURE, MY EX CALLED ME FOR MOTHER’S DAY!

GO FIGURE, MY EX CALLED ME FOR MOTHER’S DAY! I received a phone all on Mother’s Day. I am not talking about from my children, those calls are expected. In fact for those I sit there staring at my phone and say, “4…3…2…ring!” I have angels for children, I am never forgotten, I am doted … Continue reading GO FIGURE, MY EX CALLED ME FOR MOTHER’S DAY!

TALKING TO MY EX….

TALKING TO MY EX I heard your voice today How did I feel I think the anger is starting to subside I think the hate is not so hard You are starting to be a human to me Not so much a monster like before I heard your voice today I liked that you called … Continue reading TALKING TO MY EX….

I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP!!

I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP What did I do…I was at a party yesterday and I was reminded of the humiliating things I used to do to try to make my husband stay with me. I was humiliated because it was being told in front of many people including my son and … Continue reading I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP!!

IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY?

IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY? Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Wow, just think we made it to 28 years of wedded bliss….NOT!! 6 months ago my husband asked me for a divorce and since we were living under his mother’s … Continue reading IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY?