What happened to the girl that I was 4 years ago? I was on top of the world, shooting out blogs, feeling empowered, being independent. Four years later I find myself renting a room from my ex. Yeah, I know laugh, I would too if it weren't so darn humiliating. How did it get to … Continue reading When Will You Ever Heal?
Waiting To Heal From Divorce? Do you find yourself asking when will I stop hurting? I asked for 30 years, I still catch myself asking. I find myself irritated, why does it bug me that he is dating when he seems like life is peaches and orgasms. Why was he able to move on so … Continue reading Waiting To Heal From Divorce?
Believe it! I last left off blogging about my depression because for three years I have rent rooms, going back to mom's. I have been here and there and even stayed random nights at friends houses. How I longed for that feeling you get after a long day at work and you just kick off … Continue reading I’m Renting a Room At My Ex’s Home!
Oh if only he would repent for effing around with that two bit ho from across the street after I dedicated life to him and put him through college. Just a little remorse would soften the blow. Maybe he spent your life's savings. Or Made you the laughing stock of the family. Or worse he … Continue reading No Apology, Who Cares I Can Still Heal!
We heard it time again, we create our reality. Sounds simple, then why do we continue to ruminate on misery? Do we love it, is it comfort, do we even know how to be positive? Today is a new day. As thoughts of self pity came into my head I actually said aloud,"Stop it", and … Continue reading Are Your Tears Creating Your Reality?
COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!! In my life I have learned that you cannot make someone feel what you want them to feel for you. I have also learned that when you don’t seem to get the message they can get mean and inhumane about you pursuing them. Move on girls. … Continue reading COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!
let the past go... this is a journey I was meant to have....