LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE! I am realizing he will always have part of my heart and I have to realize that that is ok. I have to get to a point where that small part he has in my heart is like a small potted flower and it is ok to nourishContinue reading “LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE….”
Category Archives: Divorce Depression
THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!!
THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!! This heart of mine For so long it has been injured For so long it has been mistreated For so long it has been battered My poor heart my poor heart And now they tell it forgive them It was ok that they kicked you around It was ok thatContinue reading “THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!!”
DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!
DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE…I DO! I feel this as sort as a testimony. I started this blog as sort as a place where I vented against my ugly monster husband. Yesterday when I saw him, I gave him a sincere hug. I am realizing something miraculous happening in my life people that IContinue reading “DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!”
MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL….
MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL…. Does anyone remember the movie with Jack Black and Gwynth Paltrow Shallow Hal? Gwynth is a 300 pound woman but because Jack was hypnotized into loving her for her inner beauty, all he sees is an extremely beautiful woman with no flaws. He is so sincere when he tells herContinue reading “MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL….”
KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD
HE KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD Romantically drawn to him no more He killed my heart towards him Severed the true love a wife should have I know I could never be true to him any more The look of discust on his face As I cried out in pain Sent up a metalContinue reading “KILLING ME SOFTLY…FOR MY OWN GOOD”
DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!
DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!! Now I am realizing that my separation from my husband is my opportunity for a second life, a richer life, a happier life. I realize that I am awake now to life and all that it has available to me, things that I never took advantage of, thingsContinue reading “DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!”
HOLIDAYS WITHOUT YOUR SPOUSE….
HOLIDAYS WITHOUT YOUR SPOUSE No, no don’t panic! Christmas isn’t coming. But we do have Mother’s and Father’s Days coming. Hmmm. I bring this up because I said something about Father’s day to my daughter and she shot me this look as if I told her I was about to marry an ape, the discustContinue reading “HOLIDAYS WITHOUT YOUR SPOUSE….”
BROKEN IN LOVE
BROKEN IN LOVE I don’t feel secure…Is it you or is it me….I don’t know I have been hurt so much in the past I don’t know how this goes Maybe I moved too fast from one man to the next I feel sad…I don’t think I should feel like this am I Am IContinue reading “BROKEN IN LOVE”
STOP YOUR WHINING!!!
STOP YOUR WHINING!!!!! Ok I have to blast someone who was at my divorce support class. This lady was there before and she said the same think she said last time…ok let me give you an example: I am so unhappy with him! Why don’t you leave, isn’t this why you are in divorce support?Continue reading “STOP YOUR WHINING!!!”
JUST THERE!
JUST THERE… I came home last night and went to bed by 5:15 p.m. Why? I know why…So I don’t have to face the night alone…not good. Ok new game plan. I need to revamp myself…this going wah-wah is not good for my rise to fame. I have to do something thing different. I haveContinue reading “JUST THERE!”
Can I Be Amazing After 50? 