My Mother Came to Me Last Night

My Mother, My All Tomorrow marks one week that my mother was taken from my life yet I was not prepared for her to come to me. I cried out into the night, "Momma!" I wailed her name over and over so hard my entire body shook. When I stopped I was told that my … Continue reading My Mother Came to Me Last Night

You Begin a New Life, Till You Close the Book on your Old Life

If you are unhappy with your life... heck even your very existence, why don't you stop complaining and change it. You are the writer of your story. But my book is written, girl meets boy, it's love at first sight, you kiss and kapow! Fireworks shoot off into the sky filling every crevice of Earth … Continue reading You Begin a New Life, Till You Close the Book on your Old Life

I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM

I wish when he gets up early in the morning half asleep, he bumps his baby toe into the corner of the wall and cracks the nail right in half so hard it has him bouncing around cussing every “F”, “B” word in the book!  Now that is the nicest thing I wish would happen … Continue reading I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM

YOUR BRAIN CAN BE YOUR WORST ENEMY

SOMETIMES OUR MINDS ARE OUR WORST ENEMIES Through my divorce I have come to learn so much about myself, what makes me tick, who I am. I have come to the conclusion that I am not Miss Superwoman. I am a work in process. Divorce is like death and I knew it wouldnt be overnightexpect … Continue reading YOUR BRAIN CAN BE YOUR WORST ENEMY

PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…

PRAY THE PAIN AWAY It’s ok for your heart to ache sometimes This is part of the grieving process Without pain how could we compare joy So I sit here with this pain and I let it settle And I don’t think of it as the end of the world Instead it is just a … Continue reading PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…

SO YOU WANT TO HEAL…

SO YOU WANT TO HEAL It is called trudging… Do things you don’t want to do You just keep doing it Continue to “act as if” Even when you don’t want to The pain will still be there The I don’t want to’s will continue to be there And it’s no matter what you do … Continue reading SO YOU WANT TO HEAL…

FIRST DAY OF DIVORCE SUPPORT GROUP!!

First Day at Divorce Support Group I don’t know what I was expecting at this group, maybe heaps of humans slumped in their chairs unable to go on because the love of their life was divorcing them. Do I have grim thoughts or what because as we were starting this man grabbed the tissues and … Continue reading FIRST DAY OF DIVORCE SUPPORT GROUP!!

Divorce Support Group…

Divorce Support Groups I have a confession to make, now everyone grab onto your seats cause this is a big one (the room silences in anticipation). I am not Super Woman. I KNOW! Believe me I was just as surprised as all of you. So I am taking off my cape and hanging it in … Continue reading Divorce Support Group…

GIVE ME THE HAPPINESS HE TOOK AWAY!!!

Gotta Give it Away To Get It!! 3.11.13 AA has a motto, to help themselves to rid of their disease, they “Be of Service”. Meaning they help another suffering alcoholic. Helping another alcoholic helps them stay sober. Well heck, guess what! The same lies true with us sad sack people. When we bring happiness to … Continue reading GIVE ME THE HAPPINESS HE TOOK AWAY!!!

MORNING WITHOUT A MAN!!!

Morning Without a Man 3.11.13 Anyone see Bridesmaids, where the main character wakes up with her booty call man, she sets up her alarm before his and jumps up brushes her hair, fixes her make-up and hurries back in bed before his alarm goes off laying down in a pretend to be asleep pose. Her … Continue reading MORNING WITHOUT A MAN!!!