THE BUTTERLY HAS AWAKEN… There was a time I could not see the beauty I possessed There was a time I could not see all I could be I gave you all the power to control how I felt about me I was your puppet and you held my strings But I gave you these…… Continue reading THE BUTTERFLY HAS AWAKEN….
THE END OF A DREAM The end of a dream… Did we even have one? You were never there and as I look back you gave me nothing Visions of our future of growing old together was ever discussed So what did I lose really I actually received something…… Continue reading THE END OF A DREAM…
I had put a child to sleep a voiceless tortured child and very wounded too I felt I was doing a good thing I had put this child to sleep to put her mind at ease This child had been put through so much pain too much to bear I didn’t cradle this child…… Continue reading THE PAIN INSIDE
ITS OK TO CRY Tonight you lay your head on your pillow and you remember how things used to be. You remember that there should be someone next to you. The warmth of his body next to yours. Tonight you remember the times you talked about your day. His laugh, his smile, how he looked…… Continue reading IT’S OK TO CRY!!!
I try very hard to do the mind over matter thing. I can be quite eccentric and believe having ADHD helps me with this divorce. I bounce to the next damn problem in my life before focusing too much on my first one. Oh yeah, my “check engine” light went on yesterday, damn, more money…… Continue reading USE YOUR ADD TO YOUR ADVANTAGE DURING YOUR DIVORCE