ANXIETY AND DIVORCE!!!

ANXIETY AND DIVORCE Lately I have been noticing my heart rate seeming a little harder. You know like when you are hiding under your bed with a bloody knife in your hand and Freddy Krueger is slowly walks in the room…you see his feet…you dare not even breathe cause he might hear you and youContinue reading “ANXIETY AND DIVORCE!!!”

I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP!!

I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP What did I do…I was at a party yesterday and I was reminded of the humiliating things I used to do to try to make my husband stay with me. I was humiliated because it was being told in front of many people including my son andContinue reading “I TOLD MY HUSBAND OF MY NEW RELATIONSHIP!!”

HOW DID I DESTROY MY MARRIAGE?

HOW DID I DESTROY MY MARRIAGE? I had an interesting post today, but I had been thinking about it also. What was my part in the deterioration of my marriage. You know what they say, it takes two to tango. Like I said previously, I cleanse myself of my sins because I said I wouldContinue reading “HOW DID I DESTROY MY MARRIAGE?”

IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY?

IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY? Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Happy Anniversary to me! Wow, just think we made it to 28 years of wedded bliss….NOT!! 6 months ago my husband asked me for a divorce and since we were living under his mother’sContinue reading “IF WE AREN’T TOGETHER, IS IT STILL OUR ANNIVERSARY?”

MY EX GIVES ME NIGHTMARES!!!

MY EX GIVES ME NIGHTMARES!! Last night I had a nightmare. I was auditioning for a part in a movie and I had my daughter and my babysister with me, they were both toddlers. All of a sudden I lost them. I could not find them. I found myself in a very bad part ofContinue reading “MY EX GIVES ME NIGHTMARES!!!”

YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN –REVISION

YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN…REVISION Yesterday I posted a blog called “Yup He Has Another Woman”. Yup I found out yesterday cause one my friends told me that her ex-boyfriend (which is his friend) told her. Confusing I know. Well my good peeps…CHECK YOUR CALENDAR!!! YESTERDAY WAS APRIL FOOLS DAY!! Oye Vay!! She got me!Continue reading “YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN –REVISION”

IT’S OK TO CRY!!!

ITS OK TO CRY Tonight you lay your head on your pillow and you remember how things used to be. You remember that there should be someone next to you. The warmth of his body next to yours. Tonight you remember the times you talked about your day. His laugh, his smile, how he lookedContinue reading “IT’S OK TO CRY!!!”

YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN!!!

Yup He Has Another Woman! The confirmation came today. I was playing an April Fool’s joke on a friend saying, guess what me and my ex are getting back together I realize I love him and Ya! I am taking him back. Then I sat…Uh huh sat and waited for the …What the hell areContinue reading “YUP HE HAS ANOTHER WOMAN!!!”

SINGLE WOMANS FIRST NIGHT IN BED!!!

MY FIRST NIGHT IN MY NEW BED!!! Setting: Recently divorced, I have been sleeping on the floor for 4 months because I can’t afford to buy a bed. I have finally been able to get a bed. After all this time ,I have a bed now! I put my sheets on it and my comfyContinue reading “SINGLE WOMANS FIRST NIGHT IN BED!!!”

THAT WAS ME…THIS IS ME NOW!!!

THAT WAS ME…THIS IS ME NOW!!! I have discovered it doesn’t matter what you look like, a man will cheat on you or will leave you. I wanted to share my pictures of what I looked like in my marriage when I was depressed. This was what my life was destined to be like. LovingContinue reading “THAT WAS ME…THIS IS ME NOW!!!”