I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!

Staying In Abuse Has Destroyed Me I have been seeking treatment after treatment trying to kill this depression because it wants to kill me. Over two decades of psych wards, prescription after prescription and all the side effects and slowly loved ones pull away, why isn't she better. When I was 18 it started, the … Continue reading I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!

A Mother to My Soul Mates

Have you ever thought, where is that Soul Mate everyone talks about? Or as my daughter said and my jaw dropped, "Kindred Spirit?" Oh yes, that is my enlightened girl!   It isn't always someone who has to put his "you know what" in your "you know what". It isn't even have to be someone … Continue reading A Mother to My Soul Mates

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!! In my life I have learned that you cannot make someone feel what you want them to feel for you.  I have also learned that when you don’t seem to get the message they can get mean and inhumane about you pursuing them.  Move on girls.  … Continue reading COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!

GOD IS STILL WORKING ON ME

GOD IS STILL WORKING ON ME To the single women out there, are you like me and your focus is where are all the single men.  Are you thinking you know what will make you whole again…a real nice man?  Really?  I am laying here thinking so very different little by little every day.  Don’t … Continue reading GOD IS STILL WORKING ON ME

I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM

I wish when he gets up early in the morning half asleep, he bumps his baby toe into the corner of the wall and cracks the nail right in half so hard it has him bouncing around cussing every “F”, “B” word in the book!  Now that is the nicest thing I wish would happen … Continue reading I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM

THIS INDEPENDANT WOMAN JUST WANTS TO REST….

MY WEARY BODY…. I am having a mini meltdown but I have to allow myself to have this. I have to let it out of my system so it doesn’t bottle up and then I need to dry my eyes, roll up my sleeves and get back to work. But for now I have to … Continue reading THIS INDEPENDANT WOMAN JUST WANTS TO REST….

THIS LOVE OF MINE…

THIS LOVE OF MINE… The beauty of me is my loving heart There is nothing stronger about me My love is so powerful and so pure I care to the depths of my soul God gave me such an incredible gift Just approach me and you will be pulled in If asked, this is my … Continue reading THIS LOVE OF MINE…

WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE?

  WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE???? Today I looked at something I wrote a bit ago and thought, hmmm, this is a nice quote, “You attract love if you love yourself, you attract respect if you respect yourself.” Back to that quote, it inspires me. There was a time that I had no … Continue reading WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE?

DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!

DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!! Now I am realizing that my separation from my husband is my opportunity for a second life, a richer life, a happier life. I realize that I am awake now to life and all that it has available to me, things that I never took advantage of, things … Continue reading DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!

HOW TO TREAT A MATE…

HOW TO TREAT YOUR MATE But I still wonder how does one learn how to be a good mate. I have good common sense. You show respect and treat them well. Be loving and attentive but allow them space. They need to be who they want to be. They need to be able to water … Continue reading HOW TO TREAT A MATE…