I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!

Staying In Abuse Has Destroyed Me I have been seeking treatment after treatment trying to kill this depression because it wants to kill me. Over two decades of psych wards, prescription after prescription and all the side effects and slowly loved ones pull away, why isn’t she better. When I was 18 it started, the…… Continue reading I’m Not Crazy I Was Abused for 25 Years!

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!

COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!! In my life I have learned that you cannot make someone feel what you want them to feel for you.  I have also learned that when you don’t seem to get the message they can get mean and inhumane about you pursuing them.  Move on girls. …… Continue reading COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!

I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM

I wish when he gets up early in the morning half asleep, he bumps his baby toe into the corner of the wall and cracks the nail right in half so hard it has him bouncing around cussing every “F”, “B” word in the book!  Now that is the nicest thing I wish would happen…… Continue reading I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM

WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE?

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  WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE???? Today I looked at something I wrote a bit ago and thought, hmmm, this is a nice quote, “You attract love if you love yourself, you attract respect if you respect yourself.” Back to that quote, it inspires me. There was a time that I had no…… Continue reading WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE?

DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!

DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!! Now I am realizing that my separation from my husband is my opportunity for a second life, a richer life, a happier life. I realize that I am awake now to life and all that it has available to me, things that I never took advantage of, things…… Continue reading DIVORCE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND LIFE!!!

HOW TO TREAT A MATE…

HOW TO TREAT YOUR MATE But I still wonder how does one learn how to be a good mate. I have good common sense. You show respect and treat them well. Be loving and attentive but allow them space. They need to be who they want to be. They need to be able to water…… Continue reading HOW TO TREAT A MATE…