COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!! In my life I have learned that you cannot make someone feel what you want them to feel for you. I have also learned that when you don’t seem to get the message they can get mean and inhumane about you pursuing them. Move on girls. Continue reading “COME ON PAIN!!! I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU!!!!”
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GOD IS STILL WORKING ON ME
GOD IS STILL WORKING ON ME To the single women out there, are you like me and your focus is where are all the single men. Are you thinking you know what will make you whole again…a real nice man? Really? I am laying here thinking so very different little by little every day. Don’tContinue reading “GOD IS STILL WORKING ON ME”
I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM
I wish when he gets up early in the morning half asleep, he bumps his baby toe into the corner of the wall and cracks the nail right in half so hard it has him bouncing around cussing every “F”, “B” word in the book! Now that is the nicest thing I wish would happenContinue reading “I WILL SEND NO MORE NEGATIVE VIBES TO HIM”
Will Time Heal This Loneliness
Will Time Heal This Loneliness? Can you believe it has been almost 2 years since I separated with my husband, and a year and a half since I had a boyfriend. It says that you should wait and heal. Don’t jump into another relationship too fast…So that is what I have done. Yup, waiting andContinue reading “Will Time Heal This Loneliness”
THIS INDEPENDANT WOMAN JUST WANTS TO REST….
MY WEARY BODY…. I am having a mini meltdown but I have to allow myself to have this. I have to let it out of my system so it doesn’t bottle up and then I need to dry my eyes, roll up my sleeves and get back to work. But for now I have toContinue reading “THIS INDEPENDANT WOMAN JUST WANTS TO REST….”
FINDING MYSELF!!!
Anyone that has went through or going through a break up or divorce has to admit that there were some signs. Most of us had those signs of unhappiness. Can you claim, why did he leave you because you were so happy with him and now you are not. I will give you that youContinue reading “FINDING MYSELF!!!”
WILL YOU EVER FEEL LIKE A STRANGER TO ME?
I can remember being in so much pain, I can remember seeing no end to the pain. I would think, ok let today be a day I don’t think of you….shit! I didn’t even last a half hour. The tears in the pillows, the breaking down at work and pretending that everything is ok.Continue reading “WILL YOU EVER FEEL LIKE A STRANGER TO ME?”
I NEEDED HIM TO MAKE ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF!!!!
Some guy came on to me today and honey let me tell you he was hot hot. Total eye candy and I am sure, another kind of candy. I have my shares of propositions and requests for dates and somehow it just doesn’t work out. But this guy was tall, handsome, well dressed…he had itContinue reading “I NEEDED HIM TO MAKE ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF!!!!”
PEACE OF MIND…PEACE IN YOUR HEART
I can be on the treadmill and close my eyes and reach a point of stillness, of silence and drown out the clinging of the weights, the booming of the music. A place of peace and serenity. A place I never have been before. A year and a half ago I was forced out of theContinue reading “PEACE OF MIND…PEACE IN YOUR HEART”
BECOMING FRIENDS WITH MY EX AGAIN
What does it mean that I miss you I don’t want you back I don’t want you as mine But I miss you to talk to And the exchange of our words A funny thing happened So I picked up the phone Then I remembered I hated you And put downContinue reading “BECOMING FRIENDS WITH MY EX AGAIN”
Can I Be Amazing After 50? 