BROKEN IN LOVE

BROKEN IN LOVE I don’t feel secure…Is it you or is it me….I don’t know I have been hurt so much in the past I don’t know how this goes Maybe I moved too fast from one man to the next I feel sad…I don’t think I should feel like this am I Am IContinue reading “BROKEN IN LOVE”

WAKE UP INNER GODDESS!!!!

WAKE UP INNER GODDESS!!! Let’s talk about something a little taboo shall we? Let’s get a little naughty shall we? Shall we pretend we are bad little kids huddled in a fort with our curiosity going a little on the wild side and let the topic go off a little tiny bit sexy…not raunchy…not obscene…justContinue reading “WAKE UP INNER GODDESS!!!!”

MY EPIPHANY!!!!

MY EPIPHANY!!! I just had an epiphany…Wow…not only did I have an epiphany, this is the first time that I ever used the word that I didn’t even know how to spell it, I had to look it up to make sure I knew how to spell it. But on to my epiphany…I have toContinue reading “MY EPIPHANY!!!!”

TALKING TO MY EX….

TALKING TO MY EX I heard your voice today How did I feel I think the anger is starting to subside I think the hate is not so hard You are starting to be a human to me Not so much a monster like before I heard your voice today I liked that you calledContinue reading “TALKING TO MY EX….”

TIME TO SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY….

TIME TO SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY What the hell have I been whining about. It has been like two or three weeks that I have been on my pity potty whining like a one year old who lost her pacifier. “I’m lonely!” “I’m afraid of the dark!” “It’s dark, somebody hold me!” Come onContinue reading “TIME TO SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY….”

LONELINESS AND EMPTY NEST SYNDROME!!!

LONELINESS AND EMPTY NEST SYNDROME Today I wrote a poem I was so proud of I showed it to my daughter. I realize I am suffering from “Empty Nest Syndrome” put on top with my marriage collapsing, and abandonment issues…and oh yeah…I just started some weird azz medication for anxiety because I have been stuffingContinue reading “LONELINESS AND EMPTY NEST SYNDROME!!!”

MY HAPPY PRINCESS

MY HAPPY PRINCESS I sit as I watch my daughter of 26 primp up and flash out the door And she leaves and she leaves and she leaves How I long for her to stay with me and watch movies How I long for her to want to stay home and just talk And doContinue reading “MY HAPPY PRINCESS”

WILL I GO CRAZY???

WILL I GO CRAZY??? Here is food for thought…If learning to be alone is so great, cause you know I have been feeling lonely and depressed, being in my apartment alone at night. Everyone says it is good for me..I will get to know myself.. Relish in the solitude, you will get to love theContinue reading “WILL I GO CRAZY???”

WHY DO I KEEP FALLING!!!

WHY DO I KEEP FALLING!!! It’s been 6 months since the departure from my married household and I think I am doing good and then feelings of anger come bubbling up again. They wake me up, I get the urge to call him and tell him off, but I know that contacting him will justContinue reading “WHY DO I KEEP FALLING!!!”

Divorce Support Group…

Divorce Support Groups I have a confession to make, now everyone grab onto your seats cause this is a big one (the room silences in anticipation). I am not Super Woman. I KNOW! Believe me I was just as surprised as all of you. So I am taking off my cape and hanging it inContinue reading “Divorce Support Group…”