Just Make It One More Night

Sometimes the darkness in your mind Sometimes the piercing in your heart Sometimes it's just much too much   Daydreams of eternal peace Eternal rest Free from grief Free to breathe Heaven signifies That God's arms Become my home For evermore   Stop Stop Stop   Don't listen to the lies!   The Sun is … Continue reading Just Make It One More Night

Waiting To Heal From Divorce?

Waiting To Heal From Divorce? Do you find yourself asking when will I stop hurting? I asked for 30 years, I still catch myself asking. I find myself irritated, why does it bug me that he is dating when he seems like life is peaches and orgasms. Why was he able to move on so … Continue reading Waiting To Heal From Divorce?

I’m Renting a Room At My Ex’s Home!

Believe it!  I last left off blogging about my depression because for three years I have rent rooms, going back to mom's.  I have been here and there and even stayed random nights at friends houses.  How I longed for that feeling you get after a long day at work and you just kick off … Continue reading I’m Renting a Room At My Ex’s Home!

Are Your Tears Creating Your Reality?

We heard it time again, we create our reality. Sounds simple, then why do we continue to ruminate on misery? Do we love it, is it comfort, do we even know how to be positive? Today is a new day. As thoughts of self pity came into my head I actually said aloud,"Stop it", and … Continue reading Are Your Tears Creating Your Reality?

When Your Family Can’t Let Your Ex Go

  It has been 2 ½ years since my husband asked me to move out and he wanted a divorce. I am fully aware that it is important to be civil to each other in front of the kids. The Problem: My kids want their father to be part of my family gatherings. What is … Continue reading When Your Family Can’t Let Your Ex Go

Why Dating Right After A Break-Up Is All Bad!

Divorce is easy...so I thought!   Didn't even hurt..so I thought!   I thought I was the divorce guru.  My hubby of almost 30 YEARS dumped me.  Know what happened to me? I grabbed me a new boyfriend in Vegas and life was all about finding cute clothes and keeping in shape. Every three weeks … Continue reading Why Dating Right After A Break-Up Is All Bad!

Accepting He Is Divorcing Me and Has Moved On

My blogs have stopped because I felt I was unworthy of giving empowering words. Things were easy when I thought he was missing me and oh well I have a boyfriend who shows me attention. Life is great, I'm great and this divorce thing is a piece of cake... Then I kept getting dumped and … Continue reading Accepting He Is Divorcing Me and Has Moved On

THIS INDEPENDANT WOMAN JUST WANTS TO REST….

MY WEARY BODY…. I am having a mini meltdown but I have to allow myself to have this. I have to let it out of my system so it doesn’t bottle up and then I need to dry my eyes, roll up my sleeves and get back to work. But for now I have to … Continue reading THIS INDEPENDANT WOMAN JUST WANTS TO REST….

FINDING MYSELF!!!

Anyone that has went through or going through a break up or divorce has to admit that there were some signs.  Most of us had those signs of unhappiness.  Can you claim, why did he leave you because you were so happy with him and now you are not.  I will give you that you … Continue reading FINDING MYSELF!!!

WILL YOU EVER FEEL LIKE A STRANGER TO ME?

  I can remember being in so much pain, I can remember seeing no end to the pain. I would think, ok let today be a day I don’t think of you….shit! I didn’t even last a half hour. The tears in the pillows, the breaking down at work and pretending that everything is ok. … Continue reading WILL YOU EVER FEEL LIKE A STRANGER TO ME?