MY WEARY BODY…. I am having a mini meltdown but I have to allow myself to have this. I have to let it out of my system so it doesn’t bottle up and then I need to dry my eyes, roll up my sleeves and get back to work. But for now I have to … Continue reading THIS INDEPENDANT WOMAN JUST WANTS TO REST….
Anyone that has went through or going through a break up or divorce has to admit that there were some signs. Most of us had those signs of unhappiness. Can you claim, why did he leave you because you were so happy with him and now you are not. I will give you that you … Continue reading FINDING MYSELF!!!
I can remember being in so much pain, I can remember seeing no end to the pain. I would think, ok let today be a day I don’t think of you….shit! I didn’t even last a half hour. The tears in the pillows, the breaking down at work and pretending that everything is ok. … Continue reading WILL YOU EVER FEEL LIKE A STRANGER TO ME?
Some guy came on to me today and honey let me tell you he was hot hot. Total eye candy and I am sure, another kind of candy. I have my shares of propositions and requests for dates and somehow it just doesn’t work out. But this guy was tall, handsome, well dressed…he had it … Continue reading I NEEDED HIM TO MAKE ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF!!!!
I can be on the treadmill and close my eyes and reach a point of stillness, of silence and drown out the clinging of the weights, the booming of the music. A place of peace and serenity. A place I never have been before. A year and a half ago I was forced out of the … Continue reading PEACE OF MIND…PEACE IN YOUR HEART
What does it mean that I miss you I don’t want you back I don’t want you as mine But I miss you to talk to And the exchange of our words A funny thing happened So I picked up the phone Then I remembered I hated you And put down … Continue reading BECOMING FRIENDS WITH MY EX AGAIN
Learning to Eat Alone I was extra hungry tonight. What a crazy day, it was so crazy I missed lunch, for me that is CRAZY because me missing a meal? Yeah right. Nobody is going to believe that. I grew up in a big Latin family and cooking is in my blood and it was … Continue reading LEARNING TO EAT ALONE