CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…

CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD… The day turned black for the sun was gone The moon gleamed high in the sky It was an honest coincidence that I was by his home The eerie moon was a reminder Of my lonely place awaiting me Yet the comfort of our my old home Was onlyContinue reading “CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…”

I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE EVER LOVED ME!!!

I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE EVER LOVED ME… I am questioning myself, am I a good person, am I a selfish person, definitely I am a vindicated person, but is it selfish to feel this vindication. Flash back. Because all of you are sitting there thinking, what the heck is this crazy woman talkingContinue reading “I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE EVER LOVED ME!!!”

NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!!

NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!! I always waited for my husband to approve of me to make me feel beautiful, it never came. Therefore I was never beautiful. Instead he cheated on me, why would he cheat on me? If I were more beautiful he wouldn’t cheat on me, huh? If only I had aContinue reading “NOBODY LAUGHS AT ME ANYMORE!!!”

LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE….

LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE! I am realizing he will always have part of my heart and I have to realize that that is ok. I have to get to a point where that small part he has in my heart is like a small potted flower and it is ok to nourishContinue reading “LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE….”

THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!!

THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!! This heart of mine For so long it has been injured For so long it has been mistreated For so long it has been battered My poor heart my poor heart And now they tell it forgive them It was ok that they kicked you around It was ok thatContinue reading “THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!!”

WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!!!

WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!! When it looked like my entire pension would be wiped out because my husband committed fraud against the IRS. They told to give it to God. I was told to hurry and divorce my husband because my pension was growing and boy wouldn’t the IRS loveContinue reading “WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!!!”

DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!

DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE…I DO! I feel this as sort as a testimony. I started this blog as sort as a place where I vented against my ugly monster husband. Yesterday when I saw him, I gave him a sincere hug. I am realizing something miraculous happening in my life people that IContinue reading “DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!”

MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!

MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!! Alrighty people grab some popcorn time to trip out. One would think my dreams are flashbacks from Woodstock doing Acid with Janis Joplin but I was actually still just a teeny weeny widdle baby in the 60’s. I have aContinue reading “MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!”

MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL….

MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL…. Does anyone remember the movie with Jack Black and Gwynth Paltrow Shallow Hal? Gwynth is a 300 pound woman but because Jack was hypnotized into loving her for her inner beauty, all he sees is an extremely beautiful woman with no flaws. He is so sincere when he tells herContinue reading “MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL….”