HOME ALONE!!!

HOME ALONE!!! By far the hardest challenge you will face with divorce will be the loneliness. I felt I lost my purpose, there was nobody to go home to after work, cook for, talk to, “Hey how was your day”. Nobody to sit and watch television with. But mostly there was nobody to lay downContinue reading “HOME ALONE!!!”

SCREAM THE TRUTH…

SCREAM THE TRUTH TILL IT DOESN’T HURT Suppose your man left you for another woman. Suppose it hurts you to the core. Or maybe he just left you and you are still hurting. Whatever the reason, you are hurting and you want it to stop already. What are we supposed to do to get overContinue reading “SCREAM THE TRUTH…”

MY HEART ACHED FOR MY HUSBAND….

MY HEART ACHED FOR MY HUSBAND Today I had a heavy heart. It was for my husband. You see I have a gift that I like to call intuition, some people call me bruja, some people call me gifted, others see it as going against God because you shouldn’t see what the future brings. HeyContinue reading “MY HEART ACHED FOR MY HUSBAND….”

I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND!

I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND! As I look back at my blogs, they are kinda bashing on my ex aren’t they. But that is ok, because he really was not a nice person to me. Why is it that everyone that knows him thinks he is the nicest person in the world? CouldContinue reading “I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND!”

PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…

PRAY THE PAIN AWAY It’s ok for your heart to ache sometimes This is part of the grieving process Without pain how could we compare joy So I sit here with this pain and I let it settle And I don’t think of it as the end of the world Instead it is just aContinue reading “PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…”

CLIMBING FOR LOVE…

  Oh the webs we weave, ok! My quest for love continues. It is a journey that I continue to climb the highest mountain in pursuit of. The mountain I left didn’t have it, my husband. I climbed it all the way to the top. Oh, what a jagged, rocky high mountain it was. FullContinue reading “CLIMBING FOR LOVE…”

FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…

FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE… It was Father’s Day. I didn’t like it. I felt left out. I felt prepared and everything. I mean come on it isn’t like my ex is “my” father or anything. Not to mention I had the best Mother’s Day ever. I knew it was coming too because theContinue reading “FATHER’S DAY DOESN’T INCLUDE ME ANYMORE…”

CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…

CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD… The day turned black for the sun was gone The moon gleamed high in the sky It was an honest coincidence that I was by his home The eerie moon was a reminder Of my lonely place awaiting me Yet the comfort of our my old home Was onlyContinue reading “CONTINUE TO TRUDGE DOWN THE ROAD…”

LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE….

LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE! I am realizing he will always have part of my heart and I have to realize that that is ok. I have to get to a point where that small part he has in my heart is like a small potted flower and it is ok to nourishContinue reading “LEAVE THE LOVE IN MY HEART ALONE….”

THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!!

THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!! This heart of mine For so long it has been injured For so long it has been mistreated For so long it has been battered My poor heart my poor heart And now they tell it forgive them It was ok that they kicked you around It was ok thatContinue reading “THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE!!!”