The Support You Need is Out There…

I packed my bags, and jus started driving to destination unknown. I got mad, I have been a caterpillar way too long. It's time to break out of this cocoon that threatened to suffocate me. Time to do what feels uncomfortable, drive, venture out, and alone. Visions of me up in the mountains danced around … Continue reading The Support You Need is Out There…

I’m Renting a Room At My Ex’s Home!

Believe it!  I last left off blogging about my depression because for three years I have rent rooms, going back to mom's.  I have been here and there and even stayed random nights at friends houses.  How I longed for that feeling you get after a long day at work and you just kick off … Continue reading I’m Renting a Room At My Ex’s Home!

When Your Family Can’t Let Your Ex Go

  It has been 2 ½ years since my husband asked me to move out and he wanted a divorce. I am fully aware that it is important to be civil to each other in front of the kids. The Problem: My kids want their father to be part of my family gatherings. What is … Continue reading When Your Family Can’t Let Your Ex Go

Accepting He Is Divorcing Me and Has Moved On

My blogs have stopped because I felt I was unworthy of giving empowering words. Things were easy when I thought he was missing me and oh well I have a boyfriend who shows me attention. Life is great, I'm great and this divorce thing is a piece of cake... Then I kept getting dumped and … Continue reading Accepting He Is Divorcing Me and Has Moved On

FINDING MYSELF!!!

Anyone that has went through or going through a break up or divorce has to admit that there were some signs.  Most of us had those signs of unhappiness.  Can you claim, why did he leave you because you were so happy with him and now you are not.  I will give you that you … Continue reading FINDING MYSELF!!!

PEACE OF MIND…PEACE IN YOUR HEART

I can be on the treadmill and close my eyes and reach a point of stillness, of silence and drown out the clinging of the weights, the booming of the music.  A place of peace and serenity. A place I never have been before. A year and a half ago I was forced out of the … Continue reading PEACE OF MIND…PEACE IN YOUR HEART

Tranquility Pools

  Tranquility Pools What is this I feel in my heart What is this I feel in my soul The thrashing of the oceans have stopped The crushing of waves against the cliffs have ceased All this I carried within every part of me Developed by pain, anger, resentment At times the tides were so … Continue reading Tranquility Pools

Healing From A Divorce

Healing From a Divorce I picked up a book called…well maybe I shouldn’t blast the name of the book since I don’t want those two crazy …yes crazy…authors coming after me. I wouldn’t even line the bottom of a bird-cage for birds to poop on. I take it back, I do want birds to poop … Continue reading Healing From A Divorce

I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND!

I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND! As I look back at my blogs, they are kinda bashing on my ex aren’t they. But that is ok, because he really was not a nice person to me. Why is it that everyone that knows him thinks he is the nicest person in the world? Could … Continue reading I CHOOSE TO STOP HATING MY HUSBAND!