PRAY THE PAIN AWAY It’s ok for your heart to ache sometimes This is part of the grieving process Without pain how could we compare joy So I sit here with this pain and I let it settle And I don’t think of it as the end of the world Instead it is just a … Continue reading PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…
Oh the webs we weave, ok! My quest for love continues. It is a journey that I continue to climb the highest mountain in pursuit of. The mountain I left didn’t have it, my husband. I climbed it all the way to the top. Oh, what a jagged, rocky high mountain it was. Full … Continue reading CLIMBING FOR LOVE…
I was just told, in order to properly heal, I have to mourn the end of one relationship before starting a new one. One step further, for up to six months! The concept of being alone is this to “find myself”. What exactly am I finding? What does this mean? Am I on the back … Continue reading TEACH ME HOW TO BE SINGLE!
I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!! Here I go again. What’s the matta with you! Like an Italian mama would scold! I have not even ended my marriage and here I am starting a new relationship and wondering why it isn’t going fast enough for me! Aye dios mio! Ok now we have a … Continue reading I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!!!
WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE???? Today I looked at something I wrote a bit ago and thought, hmmm, this is a nice quote, “You attract love if you love yourself, you attract respect if you respect yourself.” Back to that quote, it inspires me. There was a time that I had no … Continue reading WHAT ARE YOU ATTRACTING IN YOUR LIFE?
TRUST... Some areas I have not tapped into working on. Some areas are still scary and hurt. It is scarier and more painful than abuse to me. Trust. I don’t think about it. I don’t discuss it. I don’t even want to delve into it. I tell myself I trust all until you give me … Continue reading TRUST…
LOVE IS ONLY SKIN DEEP… A part of her yearns for beauty To be the fairest of them all Where does that come from How does one tie beauty to love Can beauty bring her love Reality will tell her the truth But the little girl still begs to differ Never compare your daughters Telling … Continue reading LOVE IS ONLY SKIN DEEP….
WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!! When it looked like my entire pension would be wiped out because my husband committed fraud against the IRS. They told to give it to God. I was told to hurry and divorce my husband because my pension was growing and boy wouldn’t the IRS love … Continue reading WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!!!
DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE…I DO! I feel this as sort as a testimony. I started this blog as sort as a place where I vented against my ugly monster husband. Yesterday when I saw him, I gave him a sincere hug. I am realizing something miraculous happening in my life people that I … Continue reading DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!
MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!! Alrighty people grab some popcorn time to trip out. One would think my dreams are flashbacks from Woodstock doing Acid with Janis Joplin but I was actually still just a teeny weeny widdle baby in the 60’s. I have a … Continue reading MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!