PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…

PRAY THE PAIN AWAY It’s ok for your heart to ache sometimes This is part of the grieving process Without pain how could we compare joy So I sit here with this pain and I let it settle And I don’t think of it as the end of the world Instead it is just aContinue reading “PRAY MY PAIN AWAY…”

CLIMBING FOR LOVE…

  Oh the webs we weave, ok! My quest for love continues. It is a journey that I continue to climb the highest mountain in pursuit of. The mountain I left didn’t have it, my husband. I climbed it all the way to the top. Oh, what a jagged, rocky high mountain it was. FullContinue reading “CLIMBING FOR LOVE…”

TEACH ME HOW TO BE SINGLE!

I was just told, in order to properly heal, I have to mourn the end of one relationship before starting a new one. One step further, for up to six months! The concept of being alone is this to “find myself”. What exactly am I finding? What does this mean? Am I on the backContinue reading “TEACH ME HOW TO BE SINGLE!”

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!!!

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!! Here I go again. What’s the matta with you! Like an Italian mama would scold! I have not even ended my marriage and here I am starting a new relationship and wondering why it isn’t going fast enough for me! Aye dios mio! Ok now we have aContinue reading “I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE SINGLE!!!!”

LOVE IS ONLY SKIN DEEP….

LOVE IS ONLY SKIN DEEP… A part of her yearns for beauty To be the fairest of them all Where does that come from How does one tie beauty to love Can beauty bring her love Reality will tell her the truth But the little girl still begs to differ Never compare your daughters TellingContinue reading “LOVE IS ONLY SKIN DEEP….”

WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!!!

WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!! When it looked like my entire pension would be wiped out because my husband committed fraud against the IRS. They told to give it to God. I was told to hurry and divorce my husband because my pension was growing and boy wouldn’t the IRS loveContinue reading “WHO SAYS GOOD THINGS DON’T HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE!!!”

DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!

DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE…I DO! I feel this as sort as a testimony. I started this blog as sort as a place where I vented against my ugly monster husband. Yesterday when I saw him, I gave him a sincere hug. I am realizing something miraculous happening in my life people that IContinue reading “DO YOU WANT A BETTER LIFE….I DO!!!”

MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!

MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!! Alrighty people grab some popcorn time to trip out. One would think my dreams are flashbacks from Woodstock doing Acid with Janis Joplin but I was actually still just a teeny weeny widdle baby in the 60’s. I have aContinue reading “MY DREAM ANGEL IS WARNING ME NOT TO KNOCK THE SH*T OUT OF MY HUSBAND!!”